What is Love? Today I saw couple holding hand when they cross the street .... Remind me when I still with my ex, we used to crossed the street and holding hand... What is love anyway when you only showed it outside but when closed the door you always ended up cried by yourself? In front other people you smile, looks like you the happier person in the world but in side you cried....
What is Love? Is it love to always sacrifice for the person that you love? Why can you be selfish and still be in love? Who says that if you die for love that's romantic? Die for Love is RIDICULOUS! THAT'S STUPID!
So for now I don't think I will be friend with "LOVE" for a while.... but don't get me wrong, I still happy :) just won't be friend with "LOVE" that's it... ;)
If you in Love.... Good for you... I'm happy for you... Hope you happy....
Honestly I don't really believe in fate.
What I believe only faith.
Do you think that you meet your spouse or whoever with you right now because of the fate?
Every couple believe that they are together because of the fate, but that's only in the beginning.
Some couple can survive but most of them not.
Either they broke up or divorce, then they will find other person.
So for me, I'm not so much a fate person. I don't really believe that we meet somebody
because of the fate.
I believe only with faith.
Faith that there will be somebody for me without me pushing it.
Faith that GOD always watch over me.
Faith that God will always protect me and always keep me happy.
Do you guys ever been bullied? Well ... I never imagine until recently I experience myself been bullied at work. So sad... Being adult like me and get bullied :-( ... I never ever once thinking about it. But what can I do? People have their own way to hate other people.
I keep trying to find out what is wrong with me that she or they hate me so much until yesterday morning when I start coughing blood and my doctor state that because I have too much stress on my life so I decide to stop thinking about it. That is not my fault that they hate me. They can hate me as much as they want to. And I won't get bother with that. This is my life!! Maybe their life is sucks so they need to have somebody to company them to have the sad life like that too but it ain't MINE for sure!!
So I just want to tell anybody...everybody...especially women and girls outthere who read my blog... who have similar situation like mine, don't let the bullies get into you! They bullied you because their life sad and they want to drag you to their level... don't let that happen to you.
Don't try to find out what's wrong with you because there's NOTHING wrong with you! Keep doing the best you can because YOU ARE THE BEST!! Don't wait until you experience "coughing blood" like me and decide to stop stressing out! STOP STRESSING OUT NOW! They are NOT your friends! Your friends are the one who love you and who always there for you. And I know my friends are... They all with me... (Love you all XOXO)
Some of you probably open my blog because the title of my post is kinda weird. I know it is weird for me too but since this is my blog post and this post on "my mind to yours" section, so I just gonna disregard the weirdness and keep talking about it.
I was thinking about this since forever but I was a coward to share it to anybody because I don't want people think that I am psycho or something. I think this world gone mad already. Sometimes I wondering what gonna happen to me tomorrow or next week, or next month? I don't even know where's the safe place to live anymore. People ask me "when you will buy a house?" "When and where are you gonna settle?" There's nothing wrong for people who already feel secure and can settle in one place but for me, I still looking for the place to settle.
We never know when the bad thing will happen to us. I want to say it out loud since I feel like there's not much left humanity and morality in this world. Can we live our life as we know that tomorrow we will die?
What would you do if you know that tommorow you gonna die? Would you be lie to others? Would you be a bully to others? Would you be a gossiper? Would you be a driver who cut others without thinking that might result harmful to other people? Would you?
Hi All !
Last week I went to the Women Conference at St.Louis,Missouri. What I got from there? I got a lot of things. I know that God love me abundantly and He never open our wound again. He already died for us, that means our sin already paid so don't think about it anymore!!! Shake it off and move on!!
Like the wound that gonna heal, leave it alone!! Don't scratch it! if you keep scratch it, that wound will open up again and will never heal... but if you leave it alone, that wound will heal by itself!
So you have 2 choices, leave it alone and let it heal!Because God already forgive and forget about it anyway. Or keep scratch it (means keep listen to the devil) and you will never heal!
God wants us to make everyday count. Every each one of us have the same time, 24 hours/day. 7 days/week. Use your time wisely.