Speak my Mind
When I woke up this morning, I feel so different. Long time ago, I always think when this time will come. And when it finally come, what will happen? Am I gonna be sad? But No.. No.. No.. I feel Free... the first morning in my life after 18 months, I wake up without feel anxiety anymore.
The great people will be missed but the bad people will be my strength to go to the next step. My only hope is they won't do that to other person anymore. I have lots of great friends there who I know like and love me but because of that small poisons, I have to leave. I love myself more than everything. I won't sacrifice my body and my mind.
For the bully or domineering person or rascal or oppressor or whatever you want to call it, I just want to let you know, " If you don't want to get slap by somebody else, please don't slap other people!" Karma always watching. And I already forgive you. I am on the process to forget because I cannot control my body and brain coz every time I went to that place, my heart beating like crazy and I couldn't control it.
I hope someday we can see each other in different situation. But for now, I feel my freedom and my mom just cook some "Kentang Kecap", my favorite indonesian food. Thank you for read my diary.