Today I got home from OC. I'm sorry that I forgot to tell you that I was spend the weekend in OC. Diego gave me the unforgettable Birthday present ever.
He really spoiled me with the room at Hilton and dinner at Mix Lounge.
And also the day at Disneyland.
I want to say that my weekend was perfect but I can't. In the middle happiness I had slightly PTSD. My heart just hurt so bad, I feel like there's a knife stabbed to my chest. It just hurt so bad. Poor Diego, He didn't know what to do beside just let me cried.
Today I still don't feel good. I make couple friends and I went to yoga also did some meditation. I won't lie that my heart still hurt. It's getting better, not like yesterday but still hurt.
If only I know how to fix this things. I keep pray and pray to God to make me happy again. I know that a lot of people took advantage of me and hurt me before but now God give me a lot of new friends that loves me and spoils me. I should thankful for that.
I love YOU
I thank YOU
Good night,Sammy !!