No more Jonah!
I used to be like Jonah... Being too comfortable with what I already have, to scare to move on and try the new things. Always think “what if...?” Everyone always said that I work in the great company already... the company that give me the great benefits... the company where I can move up and so on.
For 10+ years I’ve been committed myself to this company and honestly I really like to work with this Company... until the last year when everything went down due to the bully that happened to me.
This not only took my passion on my job but also my smile, my life. I tried so hard to get better because I used to in love my job as a nurse but this BULLYING just took it off from me... now I don’t have any passion for it anymore. I’m lucky that I will graduate from my Business Communications this May 2018.
I tried to go back several time but but I kept getting panic and anxiety attack even when I only think about it.
One night when I prayed before going to sleep, something said to me that might be God tried to tell me that my time in this Company is over. This is time for me to go to my “Nineveh” .... it’s time for me to stop being a “Jonah” and start follow His Words!!
So I pray to God to forgive me and give me the best. I will just follow whatever He choose for me. If He still let the bird live, He will help me too. Nothing bigger than my God.
Ahhh now I can get out from this stinky fish’s stomach 🤪🤪 Don’t you agree???
I know many of you will think that it was bad I got bullied. I was feeling down also... almost took my life due to it but thanks God, my mom came on the right time.
And now I feel better because like my friend, Joan Crowe always said “God always have a plan!”