Today I decide to add my diary to my website. I used to write everything on my diary book like an old people in 80s :-P
Hmmm so since I have to type it other than write it, I kinda nervous now. How to begin? Well... today I woke up with the bad migraine. For those of you who know me already, you know that I have this migraine every months (Ughhhh)
So today is not so pro active for me. Take my medication and take a nap. I chat with my new friend (Kevin) and my friend (Diego) on the phone. They are really concern about my migraine. Thank you, guys. :-)
Around 4 pm (ish) I feel better and ready to finish the final paper/reflection for my summer class. By the way I want to share a little bit about it. Maybe you think it might not even related to it. But I think it kinda related to it. In the last couples week I learn about persuasion and negotiation. And now we heard on the news about the upsetting stuff of "white supremacist" or "Neo-Nazi". For me, what they did were persuade people to do what they believe it is right. And we have our right to decide to follow or NOT to follow them. This country is a free country. This is USA. This is not North Korea where you have to follow what the leader say. We can NEGOTIATE with them. This country is not communism country.
Anyway, this is kinda upsetting me a little bit. I think I better go to sleep. Some people say good night to other person before they go to sleep but they forget to say good night to themselves. Like some people forgive other people but it is hard to forgive themselves.
For all my friends and my co-workers who read my diary, they know that I still on leave. I still trying to get better. In my heart, in my mind I forgive all the person that hurt me but I still cannot forgive myself. So I still try hard to do it.
Tonight, I will say Good night also to myself... I hope you are too...
Good night, Sammy
Just an ordinary woman who try to find my true happiness.